I don't know where this whole PC20 application will bring me. I don't know if I'd receive a Thank you letter or a Congratulatory letter at the end of this journey.
What is certain is that I am happy.
Today is the real first day of being an applicant. Today is the first day for me to become scared, frightened and pressured. But, hey! Thing is, today is the first day that I can say that the running and rushing from 2nd Floor, O'Brien Library to Little Flower then back to Lungga were all worth it.
First day. A happy first day. A day I became more aware of the people I'm journeying with -- my co-applicants and the tormentors.A day I opened up myself to those people. A day I saw differently the people I've been mingling with. A day I got to know myself better. The day I realized I am stronger than the way I see myself.
Happiness. Not the thing that goes along with a loud laughter but the one that goes along with a light heart. It's when life gives you questions you cannot even dare to think yet you still have the guts to play with the question. It's when you are about to give up yet people will hold you really tight and tell you to just hang on. It's when you do not anymore believe in yourself but they still do.
Happiness -- Realizing that God has given you more than what you asked for.
LUNGGA - a happy place, with a bunch of happy people.
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